Sunday, January 30, 2011

Katesplayground Makenzie

ἡ τύχη



Friday, October 17, 2008 on the blog-style all-too-child wrote:

[.. after years and years to find the famous face of Clare L., face I had not forgotten.

It is impressive, it seems like yesterday .. the estimates as if they had been in contact with her.

In two weeks, drew a perfect character, I can not say how much influence he exercised]


I had just Ribecco the Chiara on Facebook: Facebook was the first time, enthusiasm and few concrete results. In fact we had not smear shit (and I thought he had forgotten about me).


Today, 30 211 Sunday, in a boring day at the library, while I'm at the coffee machines someone gives me a pat on his back but looks a bit 'but you nasty bitch but but but by fiiiiiiiiiga miiiiiiiinchia: The Chiara L .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too funny and cute, I acknowledged as I walked on my way to the machines.


Chiara I met during my first language course in London in 2003. We had spent two weeks more and more always together, I admired very much this girl Milan alarm, decisive, hippies, intelligent, pretty, and even after London, I always kept thinking of her, a bit 'as if I had innamorata.L' summer after she came to Matera with camper and the family, and I brought them around the Sassi. In 2005 we met at the entrance of the Forum of Assago, while I, Myriam Paola and the blonde waiting to enter the concert of SOAD. Then during high school she left for Honduras for a year, in the meantime I had moved to Milan but .. goodbye.

Instead, as it turned, when things should happen, it just happens, and people will find it is fate, after so many years.









Monday, January 24, 2011

Installing Reason Factory Soundbank

Insomnia some nights and memories

Even tonight The brothers Karamazov did not work. It will be the sound of Gunbad resounding through the plastic of the shutter (the wind is strong that sometimes we in Basilicata and Carlo Levi described so well), will be the 'immense solitude you perceive at 2 am when you have a brain too and moving the eyelids do not close on its own, and the house is too dark and empty because the blessed sleep face his arrival, that I will be forever. And I was thinking

just so many things, like the Kundera's phrase, "But it is the weak who must know how to be strong and walk away, when the strength is too weak to hurt the weak," a reminder of the many phrases dell'antipatico male author and womanizer (a Fabio flight times in courtly version, though) but sometimes we really apt, like when to return to Milan, type the speeches made by yesterday's aunt, the great 60-70 years experienced by my mother and her sisters (I have seen will be too "Romanzo Criminale" tonight). We started from commenting on authoritarianism, the "Fascists," the severity pallosissima still surviving in my grandfather even though he has already exceeded the 90 years of age, right up to me known and stranoti stories about twenty years of my mother. "Your mother won the role instead of just finished high school," only 20 years ended up in a remote village in Calabria, in the mountains, to teach "," we went to look for a room to rent but not there were even the sewers, "the hostess said to your mother to pee in a jar and throw it out the window," "There was a bus a day, "" The rooms of the houses did not even tiles.
But without resorting to the mountains of Calabria, joyfully remembered as the mere fact of healthy "male" on the road in 25 years was a valid reason for my grandfather, slowly raise your hands on your daughter, or just a reason valid for some acquaintance "bystander" in my grandfather's steps to inform the 'happened. "We are talking about the year 1968. So, thinking that my mother has experienced this kind of thing makes me doubt: how could it ever get to disprove malice ADJUDGED when the male world, Or when he says that "a studio in Milan is already a luxury? Never will! And I understand also, when I remember his "glorious" '68. Not once so far, in the end, but we are talking about centuries, eras, geological ages ago, as a way of thinking and experiences. The trouble is when you're there in a way in between, this mind-generational gap, and sometimes you can not even conceive of certain attitudes, until you are refreshed his memory with anecdotes of a glorious past twenty Lucan who spent up to 1968 a bus back and forth between the mountains of Basilicata and Calabria.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Reliable Laptops 2010



Last night I dreamed, as happens during certain nights, my padre.Lo met in the garage, had just parked the car and asked him to these almost 10 years of absence. He lived in Matera, had another life and we talked about this, things that I'm not here to tell you.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Heavy Implantation Bleeding And Twins

A conversation (finally) interesting

: Gervasoni wrote,
good relationship from a distance!
: is: .. writes:
not have a dick to send
feel well do not tell me you believe that eh
me the distance I have tired??
arrived cracked
is not because Ever since I was 17 I just history REMOTE
: Gervasoni wrote,
ah so you admit you tired of the relationship

: is: .. writes:
then I'm not complaining!
distance broke my fucking
I never had a cock in close relationship with someone NEVER
: Gervasoni wrote, yes

with piero
: is: .. writes:
MESIS together when we met I was hoping you'd!
but I figured a little '
..........
: Gervasoni writes: I
would have achieved??
: is: .. writes:
(watch that when I started with was already in milan piero)
: Gervasoni wrote: ah

then you think: is: .. writes: yes

: Gervasoni wrote, I had to take the suitcase

: is: .. writes: Well
in Milan there is work
: Gervasoni wrote, and come to milan

: is: .. writes:
hypothetically I thought that if I finished studying I'd reached
but then I realized that you do not you come to milan NEVER
: Gervasoni wrote:
that instead of dissolved milano
anywhere in the world but not Milan
even better in the suburbs of Vladivostok
: is: .. writes: FACT

ok
knew
: Gervasoni wrote, the Milanese
arrivat
ie: is: .. writes:
some time
unfortunately I am stuck in milan

and anyway you know now I had lost hope
because I know also that everybody wants you to go to work even
sr if he can imagine if he would go to milan
: Gervasoni wrote,
well, between being able to work in St. research or iveco milan
: is: .. writes: I am not making a criticism

: Gervasoni wrote,
then do a work culture s. research or research center CRS4
: is: .. writes:
'm just saying that now my hopes of a close relationship with you had already exhausted
to me unless I moved to Cagliari, but certainly did not go to Milan to Cagliari
: Gervasoni writes :
eh well, of course! hahaha and you think
already I guess I climb with my new job in milan milan
again after one year you graduate
and parts of Argentina or Spain or Norway or those places for gays rottinculo
: to be considered. . writes:
BUT YOU ALL THERE COME TO MILAN
: Gervasoni wrote, and I
you think are so pillonazzo
eccerto that I'm not coming

but according to you: that is: .. writes:
Well you know there is work in Milan Oo
: Gervasoni wrote,
minimum take home as well
there anywhere

work: that is: .. writes:
???????????????????????????????????????
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
ODDI
for electrical engineers?
there anywhere? Oh God

: Gervasoni wrote,
O MINCO ROUTE TO THE TOP IN MILAN

: is: .. writes:
yes if you go to a waiter
: Gervasoni wrote,
electrical engineers
NOT MAKE A COCK
CONCHINAZZA
: is: .. writes: Zita
OH MY COUSIN IN MILAN
VITO WORK IF THEY WOULD LIKE TO GO TO GENOA
BUT ONLY A FAIR AND WORK

is an electronic engineer graduated at BARI
; TIèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèèè ; eeeeeeee
: Gervasoni wrote,

PRECISELY IN BARI
MA VATT'N
engineers
CAGLIARI: is: .. writes:
this summer because I wanted to let it get to know
: Gervasoni wrote,
TO BE IN GERMANY SIEMENS

A MUST IN HOLLAND DELFT
: Gervasoni wrote,
BE IN DUBLIN
TO BE IN FRANCE CNES
MICA MILAN
: is: .. writes: ok, yes

: Gervasoni wrote,
BROKEN IN THE ASS TO MAKE
: is: .. writes:

ok, all you expect to be let alone

: Gervasoni wrote,
eia
: is: .. writes:
eia a fucking horn
but open your eyes?
: Gervasoni wrote,
sure we do not go to Milan to do the receptionist in the computer store
: is: .. writes:
see that we are not in the 90
: Gervasoni wrote,
hahahahahaahah
ahahahahahhaah

valentine that says to me: that is: .. writes:
and then the girl of my cousin does the receptionist
: Gervasoni wrote,

to open their eyes: that is: .. writes:

yes I am very pessimistic about the future become the future

you however if you are opposed
: Gervasoni wrote,
will I know what my degree is worth and where
and do not ride with the myths
"there is work in milan"
"in the rest of the planet no"
: is: .. writes:
I sincerely hope that you finish the siemens
: Gervasoni wrote,
"only in Milan, you know, that is only in Milan. A Rho? Already there is more "
" not to mention Cinisello, or Monza! There work is not talked about "
know there is work in milan?
for architects: that is: .. writes:
but keep in mind that if you want one day stay in Italy, well, you notice the fact that the multinationals have their headquarters in Rome and Milan
ok?
: Gervasoni wrote,
for architects of shit and fuck
and Rome you know who is the only multinational company with offices
of my field?
: is: .. writes:
then, in the countries in the province of Milan is FULL of multinational
: Gervasoni wrote, accenture

the interns who pays € 600 per month after 10 years and maybe perhaps become a consultant
and take dogs and saws
type computer
the electrical engineer, especially the number of universities

SERIES: is: .. writes:
why, what do you think that the Politecnico di Bari is a shit?
: Gervasoni wrote, and I repeat that
Cagliari is one of the most serious in Italy for the electronic engineering
: is: .. writes:
but look what I have to hear ...
: Gervasoni wrote, you will

it means: that is: .. writes:
unlike me not to offend your interlocutors
I never said that your university sucks
: Gervasoni wrote,
no no I'm not saying that my sucks
: to be considered. . writes: I ask only to respect
electrical engineers coming out of the Politecnico di Bari
: Gervasoni wrote,
I'm telling you that
electronic engineering in cagliari
is among the most important in Italy!

and weight do not you give the size of the city
but the teachers who work and projects that are
if they are graduates of Cagliari to have worked the system for biometric recognition of airports
and if they are engineers of Cagliari to have made the design of superconducting electric
or the first course in Italian engineering for organic electronics, biomedical
not to mention
photonics
for two years, the Congress e aerospace industry was held in Cagliari
taking courses from the professor that made me too!
therefore, the electrical engineers of Cagliari

not go to Milan because they are required and are good and Milan

Pirelli Labs

because there are no more , locked them, and those few who went from here to search with telecom milan
: is: .. writes: ok
Vabene

: Gervasoni wrote,

now go elsewhere: that is: .. writes to
Posterity will judge
see
: Gervasoni wrote,
we will indeed see

: is: .. writes:
hope for you that this corresponds to the reality of 2011

Monday, January 17, 2011

Mississippi River Decomposers

Urbanity


Urbanitas
is not a Latin word invented by chance. That said, the morning had not started already in the best ways having verified that it was not taken to another during a week in Paris in March (but ok, I'm starting to think that Norway was a blow to this unique ass). I call the swimming pool of the famous capital of the province which is about 25 km from here, and wonder if you know the times of free swimming (usually in milan consulting them on the site of Milanosport) told me that there are new times and are too 'SENT', do I have to go there to take the "note". But on the internet can not find them?, I ask, "no, no. Come and take note. " OK. At that point I decide to go out and go shopping with my trusty shopping list that is on the kitchen table on Friday. I went to see "Nunzio Monday" to recharge Paypal for the book and a book of Descartes that comes Thursday with the Courier, but I am told that "should remain a few copies .. ok. Because there is already all the people who book them from the beginning. " Well, I can not even book a fucking book illustrated by the Corriere !?!?!??!?! Okay. While the risks to home known to the ladies and gentlemen continue to look at the machinery in motion with curiosity. What, you never saw two legs?? Or the people who walk in the mornings of January this the country have already counted too many times and see me upset your calculations?
After that I went to buy some cheese is nice and kind committed by the dairy near my house, I headed to the supermarket this time in the house. As I enter the store while I think I love this fucking sun !!!!! I love this fucking climate of southern Italy !!!!!!! But, wandering through the shelves, apparently distracted by my love for the southern sky, I drop a jar of pesto on the ground and breaks a little. I go to the cashier and ask the old stoned (which is there from when I went shopping at 6 years and changed the price tags) if I can replace the jar or do I pay for it. In Milan, 5 or 6 would be committed rushed to get me another. Here sternly the chick he just said, "but no, it's obvious you have to pay me, I close it in a plastic bag and go.

Then I go home and think, wanted urbanity. A touch of urban places like this would make perfect. But as I said before, Urbanitas is not a word came out of nowhere by chance, then start looking for some cities SUNNY is the only way.



Thursday, January 13, 2011

Hair Sewn In In Birmingham

She wanted to raimbows

Ok, the time has come. The day is over and I have noted those who, although there is a profile on facebook in my name that states the multitude of contacts Obtuse the day they are born, they pointed out no ifs and buts to greet me (obviously ignoring my mother).
[Matthew has pointed out (and I made them on twitter) just because last night I am left to escape the "news"].
In order:
1) Adel;
2) Eli;
3) Valeria
4) Easyjet (which I also offered a discount);
5) Fausta;
6) Andrea C.;
7) Stefania;
8) Antonio M.;
9) Anna;
10) Federico;
11) Vera.



Bene.Credo that if there are still people I think that although you instead of the fundamental commandment of "do ut des" fuck the mandate has been a while, 'Well these people must be at least cagarla a bit' more. At least a few. Maybe. Finally

birthday admit that the past was much more sad than this, especially because I was in Milan. And even though I have not seen anyone today however, I felt less lonely than a year ago.
Throughout the day last year kept coming to my mind that my father was born on January 13 too. Now that there are already
comes to my mind yet, so thank my father would have done exactly that today 62.

Yeah. Good night.




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Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Where Can I Read Jthm Online

The talks between solitudineee noiiiii



My mother asked me over the phone how I am comfortable alone in the house, and concluded the call by saying a voice almost broken by sobs: "Blessed are you that you can, to be alone."
So apart from the comedies, tragedies Meridional, we are experiencing the night that leads me to take 22 years but my mother does not have realized that my umbilical cord has been cut already, and this more than twenty years ago , precisely. In the meantime I
I remembered a phrase of Monicelli about loneliness, and propose again in the first seconds this video.
think that (in spite of myself?):
1) I have already achieved a great milestone in my life, and I did not know !!!.. looks a bit 'you;
2) find it more stimulating to talk to a 80 year old more than a 20 year old, maybe, but that's another story.


Saturday, January 1, 2011

Colored Plastic Bracelets Meaning

Air

When I feel the need to put the PC into bed after a night out, it's because I want to spit a bit 'pessimistic thoughts and reflections of heavy or nasty, and I just can not think of being able to fall asleep with the brain in motion.

[Adel I see very sad and thoughtful. Sometimes. Try not to see that revolve in his mind thoughts and issues that are even remotely comparable with our crap, but I will read it often, and rightly in his face that she has other cocks for the mind. Today I had it close to the cinema, and although the film (assume) was a comedy, he laughed a little (actually did a little film like 'shit)].

I have too many things to write but I do not really want, I just feel (and always) that self-Renal inner leads me to not feel good with others (ALL), and in many cases I lose my patience and the desire to continue to pretend nothing happened. The speeches of the